if you want to take me, rape me – have your way with me
i’m fine, but only because i drift with light and flow with snow
creating my past with ways of dance and craze
solemnly live in daze and days where i can’t sleep
but i seethe with rain and bask with questions that lead chance
people asked, but i always said to myself, “please don’t tell”
occasionally dwell in the past and smack my face to feel the pain
but i knew alive and i thrive thinking of the future
when life hurts and i’m not the one touching you
always the colors, motions and things i said
the way i lie in the back of your mind, frolicking with every emotion
touching your occipital, i change the way you see
creating hallucinations of myself just to watch you cry
you think i died, but i’m with the light – i’m the ghost with your fright
the day you raped, but now i play with your limbic
you mimic my emotions as i bring you to your knees
begging please as i scatter sand through your cortex
i’m with you, like blue with the sky
how i was once good, now mad with bad and sad with rage
lust the stage as you did on the day you took my soul
played in what wasn’t yours, but now the fires in my eyes
one day i’ll make you die, but i have my light and your fright
as i kickback and sit in the back of your mind