it was five am, he was awake and i was asleep
he lies in regret, covered in sweat holding thoughts in his head
while i hold my pillow close and another caresses my head
i’ve bled and this time it’s your turn to cry alone in bed
this time it’s you that wrecks and cracks and ends up dead from things i said
i’m done and you’re half past gone as i stroke my bomb and lie in calm
but once i kissed your palm and i had my fun, now i soak in the sun as you lie in blue
but you, i’ve had you and i know cues and i know when time is due
you’ve been used and bruised and now i’m amused
i smile as you play in excuses of how you once met cupid
but these lucid dreams are music to my ears and your fears are my game
you speak my name and i laugh at your pain
god, i was once foolish and clueless to your nuisance
now i dance with judas and laugh at my abusive nature
‘cause your pain is my gain and my name is your pain
i’ll remember our day, the way, the things, how i thought we were meant to be
i’ll never forget the emotional abuse and how you left without a clue
but i have too much class to say fuck you
one day, out of the blue, i know you’ll think of me like i used to think of you
you’ll break down and cry just like i used to
laugher to my ears and your fears will be mine and i’ll flip my dime
think of our last time and remember how you treated me
but lastly, how you let go of the vine with such grime