i use words like might and maybe and never
but we both know i’ll love you forever
that these are just words i happen to bounce
you know i’d die, you know i’d take my life
i cried for miles and i walked the savannah
waited in the meadow of despair knowing you’ll never be there
felt your hair in the grass – ran and basked
sat in questions i never had the chance to ask
i live and i love and i kill and i die
time is never mine which is why i need a high
i flip my dime – i gave you all i had, but you sat
you laughed and never had the decency to exit
now i revel, i have my credits and i know i’m not pathetic
i was an object and essentially legless to your ethics
but honey, you can’t even afford a lexus
so i sit – why give him power he can’t afford?
you know i’ll love you here and after, but here’s the door
i can’t do this anymore, you don’t deserve this war
you’re not a good guy and you’re not a bad guy
you are what you are and all i know is that i need to be far