words stop, i can’t seem to grasp
is this really happening?
every question i could ask, every moment i wished
standing right before me, is this the finish?
through the mist, i always wished for a shift
a way to kiss once again
how things go adrift and you miss
but i never thought this would come, especially amidst
i did, i do – i miss you
always think of you, the blue
the way we moved, how you held my hand
but last night, it’s like i’m alive again
this weekend would’ve been a year
i just stood there, looked at your hair
how i saw you, thought to myself
us again, but i couldn’t – at least for now
eleven, eleven – always a wish
i laughed, how i said i shit as soon as i saw him
how he pulled me in, apologized a thousand times
saw i was about to cry
he never realized what he did
words upon words
even mentioned us walking to birds
said he remembers it all
god, i wanted to bawl
the cd’s i thought you trashed
said you still listen and just like that
i was gone
but you still smelled the same
you said you gained, but i looked at you
told you how i was always honest with you
nothing was ever out of the blue
i could go on, but thank you
you know i’ll always love you