to find you in dreams
i etch you
the feeling of you
is ever so melancholy
i remember your knees
fumbling to be
breaking to find
eyes of midnight
butterflies
in the crest of the moonlight
i find you
between doors of thursday
stuck in daze of fumes
consuming desire
spinning on ice
melting in the fire
i wade into blue
i can taste you
salt of your skin
the words
harsh toxicity
and i still wade
between rapids of conversation
i extend into
your words against mine
eleven years
to blend into
i feel you
the sound burns my skin
your voice in the distance
i reminisce
we exist in moments
in the past
in the present
in the future
in the holographic universe
i theorize you
in question
yet without hesitation
do we blend to move into
do i close the doorway just to find you
the clock strikes
a few past midnight
i still feel you there
in here
in air
between the mist
of everywhere
to break between cracks
the details of moments
the beauty in evergreen everywhere
a taste to feel
the vibrations of your skin
sweat of your forehead
i question in extension
i feel the noise
the thrusts of yesterday
moments turned cold
ice breaking
water melting
fumes of my years
all that was said
was extended through moments
years and constellations
years of circling our conversation
three words and a beat
i told you
i remind you
i believed in you
words hold meaning
choose how you breathe
accept words to find you
in time
in flights
in question
in how you hold your breath
when you feel this again